I've got a few questions about queers. They're as big a mystery
to me as women. Maybe some helpful homosexuals can enlighten
me.
Don't get me wrong, I've got nothing against queers. Why should I care about their sexual preferences? I simply don't understand some of the things they do. For example, there's a pathetic guard at the state prison at Frackville in East-Central Pennsylvania. I think he may be gay - not happy, gay, but queer, gay. Frankly, he seems anything but happy, more like frustrated and craving attention. I suppose that homosexuals can be bullies just like anybody
else, but my first question is, is it usual for queers to be
bullies? If you have an answer to this or any of my questions,
email it to Is it customary for homosexual men to like watching other
men use the toilet? The particular guard I mentioned seems
to like watching toilet functions. It appears more than a little
strange to me. A man taking a crap simply isn't much of an
attraction. Is it for queers?
Seeing the way some homosexuals dress and behave, it seems
to me that they have a need for attention. Of course, that may
be true for lots of people who aren't gay. My question is, is
it usual for homosexual men to crave attention, to be noticed?
Personally, speaking as a "straight" man, like other men, I
don't seek or welcome attention. In fact, I find it a bit
intrusive and overbearing. There's another guard at the Frackville
prison, a fat, balding obnoxious bully. I'll call "Mr. C." I've
put him into my book about Frackville. He's an example of the
worst character of prison guards.
I'm very important to "Mr. C." I seem to always attract his
attention. Seeing me, he rushes to his comrades to tell them
how he wishes I'd die.
It seems strange to me that I'm so important to "Mr. C." He
must have a pretty empty life. It's sad, really. I know he's
not that important to me. The point is that attracting his
attention provides me with no particular satisfaction, only pity
for such a hollow man.
Another question I have is about growling. Is is common
for queer men to growl at others? and, if so, what does
the growling mean? The guard that I mentioned with the
confused sexual identity, growls. It sounds silly, but often
when I pass him, he growls. He may growl at others, too. I don't
know. What does that mean? Is it a threat? Is it simply an
expression of his underlying insanity? What?
Lastly, I wonder about intellect. Many, perhaps most, of the
queers I've known seem to have been fairly clever, creative and
even pretty smart. Is it usual for homosexual men to be
intellectually challenged, repetitive or slow-witted? The
maybe-queer guard I was mentioning, seems to be less than normal
in the cerebral compartment. He repeats himself, making the same
inane remark over and over again. Is that normal for a queer?
I suppose it's not unusual for queers to be fascinated with
the male sexual apparatus and its sundry activities. The guard
I mentioned talks a lot about penis. He calls it "peter" or
sometimes "peeker." Those are terms I hadn't heard since junior
highschool. I suppose that's not too unusual, but really, "peter
puffer?" Is that normal for an adult queer to say?
Many of the guards at the Frackville prison are strange. I
think the administration looks to hire only the leavings out of
the employment market. It would be unfair to suggest that the
queers are any more peculiar than the other guards.
Admittedly, some Frackville guards appear to be normal men
or nearly so. Most, however, are social misfits, vicious and
addled. They use "fuck" and "motherfucker" as a universal terms
as if they can't form sentences without the words. It may be
that it's something in the air or water, something seeping from
the abandoned mines. More likely it's bad genetics or even
epigenetics.
The ancestors were peasants in Europe. The descendants think
and act like peasants here. Can we blame the offspring for the
parents' defects? It's inbred.
There's some idea that homosexuality has a genetic or epigenetic
constituent. Maybe stress during pregnancy or some other factor,
disposes the kid to be queer. I wonder, what causes
homosexuality? or put another way, what causes
heterosexuality? What do you think?
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